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nothingViolent shakeing starts it Lieing lets it grow Knowing the truth makes it hurt The lie comforts and consoles
Sweet nothings fall
From fickel lovers calase lips I love you The lie consoles and sets me to sleep
This circle ends The truth comes out The fallen won't take the fall
Never again to taste your sweet breath Never again to hear your sultry voice Never again to be used Never again
Nothings the same Swore never to love Never to care Never to sucomb to the weakness of the heart
The never wake nothing
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?Bitting words Bitting tounge Bitting all that cast eclipse Brewing Stewing Watching what basks in the light Loveing it more and more Dying more and more Bitting words Bitting tounge I'm at fault Thats the way it has to be I wouldn't change a thing for the world But i'd love it if you'd hear my voice ?
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Dark Way Unto The Lightin the wake of the moonlight i can see your face in the wake of the night, i can see your soul perhaps it is my shame to bear my body so unique and grand to make myself so vulnerable
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it is your touch that i crave, the gentle singing of music in my ears there is a simple whim so pure and soft so white where the feathers now covered in blood a rebel of the soul, a change of the heart a whisper of a leaving ghost who walks upon my grave
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Thu Feb 23, 2006, 12:05 AM

it happened again.i won't hear exscusses again.it's just over.i want my shit back.i want thoes almost 2 years back that you stole.that you threw away.i guess 3 is the magic number for me to get the hint.maybe the camaro will blow up because i mod it too much,you wouldn't care.maybe i'll get crushed by a giant sculpture at work,you won't care.you stoped careing long ago and i just caught on.nomore trying to make it work.after thursday i'll never see or speak to you again.my goddess lives up to her title.the devine fuck with others for there own perverse amusement.back to my bottle,back to my car,back to my music.happiness hides somewhere inbetween.

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Interests: Guitar playing(the more complex the better)
Favourite movie: Chinatown
Favourite band or musician: Morbid Angel
Favourite genre of music: Metal(real metal)
Favourite artist: all.art is exspression and everyone has their moments
Favourite poet or writer: Poe
Operating System: windows XP on a 64bit P4
MP3 player of choice: winamp
Wallpaper of choice: blood.flowing blood.
Favourite gaming platform: PC
Favourite cartoon character: Johnny Bravo
Tools of the Trade: my fingers,voice,and writing/drawing implements

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~stirFrell Feb 25, 2006, 4:27:53 PM

i'd love it if you didnt butcher me. if you listened to me. if you cared. if i knew you forgave me. i'd love to not feel like a whore for fucking you. i'd love to think you didnt toss me away just cuz you were done with me. and i wish i still didnt love you. i wish i could say, "Sure *insert name here* I'm single, and my heart isn't broken. I'd love to date you!" but i fucking can't. i don't fucking want to. and you don't understand what love is. you have no soul. you have an empty swallowing void for a heart. there is no warmth from you. you've broken me for something i didn't do. you shattered my heart on my birthday. i will never forgive you. never. never. never. i hope you find happiness in your life. i hope you find someone who can take the abuse. i hope you can find someone who'll fuck you when ever you want, whether or not she hurts or is in pain. and lastly, i pray you buy yourself an amp, so you can play, and so that you can stop pulling the piano strings you have wrapped so tightly around my heart you sick fuck.

~ienotsr Feb 27, 2006, 8:21:29 AM

thank you for the comment.i'll file it away with all the other retarted things i've heard in my life.has your mom destroyed "MY" magick books yet?i should tell her where to find the rest,seeing as how it is "MY" collection.with the exception of like 4-5 books that are yours.

~stirFrell Feb 27, 2006, 7:12:23 PM

i forgive you for the pain you've caused. i understand your hurting and your afraid to love. but your not my problem anymore. and i'm not yours. tell her where the books are my Love. i don't mind anymore. i realized this mourning, that all i can remember now are the good things we had. and i'll hold on to those good things. i'm sorry i screwed up over the summer. i'm sorry i hurt you. i guess i can understand why you'd be paranoid this time. it's ok that you were wrong. it's ok that you were afraid. i'll always love what we were, what we had together and who you were. i'll miss the magic of waking up in the mourning to you, feeling you next to me, looking in your eyes and hearing i love you. i won't miss the agony of waking up to you mother screaming at your brother and being told "fuck you, go turn the fucking alarm clock off." it's ok Louis. i forgive you, i'll always love you, but i need to move on. goodbye.
i love you.
~Z